Mythos & Marginalia

2015 – 2025: a decade of days


j.g.lewis

  • preparing for change

    I felt the chill this morning. I’d forgotten the gloves I meant to find last night after those first snowflakes starkly reminded me of a change in the weather.

       Realistically, almost chronologically, we are on the cusp of winter here in Toronto; I’ve been progressively reminded over these past few days as the pleasurable autumn temperatures have waned. The festive music in the shopping malls kept singing of the winter wonderland that has not yet arrived, so I haven’t really been feeling it.

       Until this morning.

       I like mornings, even cold ones.

       Mornings, daily, give me the opportunity to start afresh. Each day I am allowed to leave yesterday behind and get on with life. It’s like a new beginning, every damn day.

       It is a change. Change is good.

       Much like the weather, I am undergoing (or in) a period of change. At least, right now, I am preparing for change.

       Next month, just after the calendar shifts to a new year, I will be moving back to a more familiar city; one I have lived in for a good chunk of my life. It will be a good move, I know it. I feel it.

       It will be a welcome change and, in many ways, a new beginning. A new home, and a new attitude.

       It will be, in so many ways, a new beginning. 

       New beginnings are all about change.

       Change is good, even in the weather.

    12/01/2024                                                                                                                          j.g.l. 

  • look around

    Be thankful
    for what you have, for
    what you have to let go of,
    and for those who are still
    with you. Gratitude comes
    in many forms. Look around.
    Be thankful.

                                                                                 j.g.l.

  • cloud songs

         It is only silence and only 

       for now, a minute or three

               but who is counting?

    Enough, for now.

         Slight Repose, a little grace,

       enough until you have

       found your place.    Might be 

       morning, or the end of the day, 

       yet it is time to yourself anyway. 

               For now.

     

    11/29/2024                                                                                                      j.g.l.

  • misfortunes

    In effort to understand the cantankerous confusion that comes, part and parcel, with our daily endeavors, we do not assign any great moral authority to emotions. Sensibilities come and go, as likely as the strangers you pass on the sidewalk.

         Everyone is trying to overcome the misfortunes that arise on a planet so flawed and fractured.

         Has it always been so difficult?

         Must we ever be so fearful?

         War and unfettered famine rages in foreign countries, as it does so close to home. Ineffectual security, misinformed philosophies or ideological poverty have both weakened our desire and heightened our distrust. We deny responsibility for this adversity — politically, intellectually and environmentally — continually trying to hold on to what we once believed.

         I question, now, societal values which once seemed so familiar. Or have I simply forgotten, or ignored, the lies of our many past lives.

         It was so much easier when we were younger, or was I nothing more than naïve?  

    11/28/2024                                                                                                                                        j.g.l.

  • regret

    Saturated in juvenile jealousies, raw emotions,

    catastrophes, ever the mind considers shards

    of a certain past.

     

    Memories, like mistakes, cannot be avoided.

     

    Not unlike prerogative, our tarnished views

    contained within cognitive reality, blindside

    everyday moments.

     

    What were you thinking, at the time. Or now?

     

    Held hostage, even today, by unearned feelings.

    We deal with what we have done or what we

    did not. Then. Or ever.

     

    Regret has a way of overtaking the mind. 

     

    Clouded dreams, dogma, brittle curiosities,

    conspiracy theories you only slightly believe,

    forever captured.

     

    What matters is how you accept the past.

     

    © 2024 j.g. lewis