Mythos & Marginalia

2015 – 2025: a decade of days


j.g.lewis

  • there is no explanation

    We try to hold on a little longer to the remains of a crappy day, to those blue jeans that no longer fit (and likely never will again), or that crumpled letter that is more than a reminder of the person you’d like nothing more than to forget.
    These, among so many other things, clutter the mind.
    These are the shadows that taint the lucidity of the life you’ve managed thus far.
    These are the smudges that block your vision.
    There is no explanation to what we emotionally hoard.
    We know, deep down, there is little value in the things we hold onto. We have also learned by trial and error that if you let go of some stuff you won’t release the pain. You will simply free up space for some other worthless memento.
    There will always be reminders. 
    It is our nature, like it or not, to hang on to memories.
    Embrace those that serve you well and let others fall by the wayside.
    You will find something else to take its place.
    You always do.

  • understand

    I can’t explain
    what they don’t want to hear,
    and they don’t want to
    understand any more
    than they have to.

    They cannot
    see beyond the
    bounds of possibilities.

    Communication barriers
    of the mind, in time
    become more.

  • that kind of love

    We need
    more love
    selfless love
    compassion personified
    empathetic examples
    of sharing
                        and caring
    That kind of love
    Do not doubt the need
    Do not doubt the time
    but 
    make time
    for love
                          Self-love
    Begin there 
    then share
              Care
    more for each other
    Be good
    to each other
    Be good
    to one another
    More love
    Begin today
    Begin with your self
                    Love
    how you would
    like to be loved
    Do not doubt the love
    do not doubt the need
    do not doubt
    each other

  • work in progress

    I need to remind myself, more often,
    who I am and what I have become.
    More so, I need to remind myself of
    what I am becoming.
    If I am truly a work in progress, how
    much progress have I made?
    How can I tell if I don’t remind myself
    or question myself?
    Only I can really know.

  • so much more

      So much more than flesh and tissue, 
    the human heart, of intricate design, responsible naturally 
    for each second time allows. A complicated array of vessels 
    and ventricles of immodest proportion, 
    its importance need not be reinforced. A vital organ. 
    A muscle; strong, steady. Purposeful. With the lungs 
    it functions, beneath ribs woven 
    to shield us from life’s catastrophes. If we should say 
    the heart is more important than the brain, we would 
    then again, have to think of how it functions, 
    or when it faults. 
       Humans are complicated, from the start. 
       Do we lead with our head, or follow the heart? 
    Secure in its biological habitat.    Protected.    And we, 
    as we grow, endeavor to understand emotions, and feelings, 
    and complications, as blood rushes through our veins, 
    as we learn to live, or love, in pain. 
          Heartbeat.      Heart break.      Heart ache. 
    Trusting less in the function, less of the body, 
    we build walls, a facade, to hide behind. 
    Having lost before, or even since then,
    we protect our self. 
        So much more than function or folly, 
    a human’s heart; the complicated array of flesh and veins, 
    of sordid pasts and rumpled pain. Strength we can find, 
    a purpose of which to remind. 
    If the heart is more important than the brain, 
    we shall learn to try, and will love again.