collective moments will impact each of us individually will you share your thoughts and feelings or let others try and figure out you are as damaged as the rest of us connected by emotions we may not understand or acknowledge how we hold it together
Left brain. Right brain. A delicate balance. A left-handed Gemini; no stranger to controversy, but I can’t take sides. I dart back and forth regularly between a practical reality, where I must live, and the fractured imagination where I want to be. And I, a dreamer, know this. We all dream, of course we do; there you find other people, and you. Déjà vu. We’ve been here before. Pyjamas in bed, most of the time. Insomnia. You question the whys. Never settling for the answers, there is always another way. Another sleep (when else would we dream), another day. Imagination can soothe. Practicality will confuse. My imagination is as practical as my every day is creative. This is my choice, my voice, and where I choose to live. I’ve been here before. I will come back often.
“An idea is salvation by imagination.” -Frank Lloyd Wright
We can listen, now and again, and believe the answers and the reasons (or the truths) are right there, caught up in the commotion of the daily dread or tangled with the rancid emotions of what was said.
Between the multiple-choice answers laid out, the excuses we make up, and a whitewashed history reformatted by ever-changing algorithms, we struggle with undisputed ignorance, illusions of someday, and the pumpkin-spiced-reality of all that is wrong with advertising.
We try to take precautions because we have all become accustomed to impositions, disappointment, continual infringements on our privacy, and the errors of the day.
The expansive nature of circumstances beyond our control have whittled down our objections to the lucid facts of fake news, arbitrary transgressions of those who should know better, and the next new thing.
The ugly truth is that we follow certain hypocrisies and condone behavior that insults our fellow beings, and ultimately ourselves.
Sixteen times per minute, twenty-two thousand breaths in a day. No time like the present. There are no other excuses, but there are always other ways. Breathe. Choose today to speak up when you can, push out the latent sorrow, guilt, and anguish only you can understand. Inhale. There is no life, no oxygen, like this day. Despite our selected perceptions, there is not a single breath to waste.