The spectre itself invades the mind,
an illusion of sorts, within time
finding place on the page.
Wonders never cease, not in
the unrelenting rhythm or melody
in a surge of words.
As if there is always a place
for dialogue or description
which beckons a state of grace.
Unsupported, at times, by
ulterior motives or unfulfilled
intentions from days or years
gone by, the presence of a mind
undeterred or oblivious to the
surrounding space.
And if allowed, a personal choice,
you will surface, undefeated,
above the noise.
Nothing to show, no remorse; a game I play, I’ll stay the course. Lottery ticket provides little luck, a pattern in which I am always stuck. A buck or two will fund grand dreams bigger than my wallet, or so it seems. Life-altering prize I have yet to win, I feel the greed, the shame and sin. Incomprehensible odds even greater than a multi-million-dollar jackpot. Hope is cheap, at least today. I will purchase another ticket and play again.
It is a thought, and it is my first today,
of possibilities that were not probable.
When did expressing your beliefs
become so fraught?
Will tensions subside considering
random solutions to potential puzzles
at a point where there appears to be
little or nothing to show for a life
overshadowed by common temptations,
an uncommon incompetence, carefree
curiosity, occasionally irrational impulses
on a rational, even logical, path.
Satisfaction: you only know it
when it finds you. It is illusive, only
because what you believe you want
is not always there.